!! everything is really exciting right now

My kinky romance, For Real, is available for pre-order on the Riptide website.

Here’s the blurb:

Laurence Dalziel is worn down and washed up, and for him, the BDSM scene is all played out. Six years on from his last relationship, he’s pushing forty and tired of going through the motions of submission.

Then he meets Toby Finch. Nineteen years old. Fearless, fierce, and vulnerable.  Everything Laurie can’t remember being.

Toby doesn’t know who he wants to be or what he wants to do. But he knows, with all the certainty of youth, that he wants Laurie. He wants him on his knees. He wants to make him hurt, he wants to make him beg, he wants to make him fall in love.

The problem is, while Laurie will surrender his body, he won’t surrender his heart. Because Toby is too young, too intense, too easy to hurt. And what they have—no matter how right it feels—can’t last. It can’t mean anything.

It can’t be real.

You can also find an excerpt on the site.

Meanwhile, my queer historical, Nettlefield, will be published later this year by Brain Mill Press. Let me just straight off that *siren blare* while Nettlefield is a love story, it is not a genre romance. It’s still deep in production, so I don’t have cover art or a confirmed blurb, but here’s what we wrote for the BMP newsletter:

1864: Thomas Mandeville, a priest searching for faith, finds instead Michael Dashwood, a whore searching for oblivion in the worst opium den in London. Quiet, incendiary truths burn between them in Thomass London home, where he nurses Michael back to health, even as hes increasingly undone by the discovery that he desires him, finds his faith in him, loves him. The third son of the Marquess of Montrose, Thomas has surrendered his dreams to his fathers expectations. But with one brother dead and the other shattered by the horrors of the Crimean War, dreams seem futile, and crushing duty inevitable.

 Abandoned by his lover, Isidore, Michael has lost his youth, his senses, his hope, to opium and prostitution. No will left but the wish to see the stars and breathe country air, Michael relents to Thomass wish to retreat to his country parish of Nettlefield. In the red-gold lanes of the eccentric Oxfordshire village, far from the fleshpits of Tiger Bay, the two men find a fleeting sense of intoxicating belonging and acceptance away a from larger world that has no place for them.

 NETTLEFIELD is a tale of passion and truth, and the freedom to find both.

 By the way, you should totally sign up for the BMP newsletter, if you haven’t already because they are doing really wonderful things and said newsletter is genuinely a joy to read. And there are so many awesome things coming from BMP this year, including Cara McKenna’s Badger and another Burnsides book from Mary Ann Rivers. Eeee.

I should also flag up at this point that *turns siren back on* I do actually kind of work for BMP so I am completely and totally and delightfully and unabashedly biased. I’m the series editor for their LGBTQ+ fiction line—a thing that came about after they’d signed Nettlefield, so it wasn’t like my first act as an editor was to publish … myself. And, with that hat on, I’m just going to add that BMP (including said LGBTQ+ fiction line) is open to submissions.

You can find all the information on the site but here’s the main bit:

Brain Mill Press is pleased to announce that were currently seeking full-length LGBTQ+ submissions across all genres and the full spectrum of sexualities and identities. Were looking for books written with passion and conviction that speak to a diverse readership, because we believe that everyone deserves to tell their story and everyone deserves to have their story told.

While we’ll consider any submission that centralizes queer characters and queer experience, we are especially interested in the following broad categories:

  • Love Is Love. Swoonily romantic and heartfelt queer stories that affirm the intimacy, reality and validity of love beyond heteronormative expectations.
  • All the Colors of the Rainbow: We’d love to see stories of any kind that feature the less-represented queer identities, particularly women of any sexuality, trans* people, non-binary people, the aro/ace spectrum, and bisexuals. And, of course, anyone you feel should have been included in that list.
  • Post Queer: Stories of any genre that just happen to have queer protagonists. Because you don’t have to be a heterosexual white man to solve a crime, slay a dragon, save the galaxy or be bodyguard to the President.

It probably goes without saying but this is wildly thrilling to me. I am so happy to be involved with BMP because, well, they’re awesome and I love what they’re doing and I—uh, unBritish fervour incoming, brace for impact— believe passionately in the importance of LGBTQ+ stories and I’m so, so grateful to have an opportunity to get more of them into the world and to the readers who need them and are searching for them.

I’ve had Nettlefield sitting in my virtual bottom drawer for nearly two years now—and I’m really happy to have found the right home for it. I had a few discussions about it back when I first wrote it but I realised that a predominantly romance publisher probably wouldn’t be the right choice. I was concerned that it might be confusing to readers, or worse in some way deceptive—trying to leverage my relationship with a core of romance readers to sell something that isn’t a romance.

And don’t get me wrong, I love romance. I love reading romance and I love writing romance. I hope to continue doing both for as long as the world will let me. As I’v written before, I’m perfectly comfortable with the idea that a happy ending, in which the participants in the primary relationship are alive and together, is fundamental to genre romance. But I sometimes want to tell other stories—not because I feel there’s anything childish or otherwise wrong with happy endings (and I agree with KJ Charles that they can have particular power for people who belong to marginalized groups) but because when you’re invested in queer stories more broadly, it’s can just as problematic for happy-ever-afters to dominate as insisting that the only realistic ending for a queer person is horrendous tragedy.

For myself, I am very much not interested in tragedy. I think there’s enough of that out there, in life and fiction. But I am interested in stories that explore outcomes that are not necessarily HEAs—but are still, at the very least, H. I wouldn’t call them genre-romances (or, even, necessarily romances) but I want to tell them.

And Nettlefield is one of them. I understand it won’t be the sort of thing some of you are looking for–and that is totally okay–but I do hope some of you enjoy it. I’m really proud of it.

Finally, my last piece of news is that I now have a newsletter. You can sign up to it below (but it also has its own page, complete with teacups). I’ll try not to spam you, but I thought it’d be a good way to stay in touch with folks who don’t use social media so much – and also less effort that having to keep up with my only sporadically useful Tweets.

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Sign up today (dear God, I sound like one of those mid-afternoon adverts for dodgy insurance) for a chance to win stuff, a wicked sneak peak at For Real and some other mysterious-type news.

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5 Responses to !! everything is really exciting right now

  1. Pam/Peejakers says:

    Squeee! I love everything about this post, even the heart traced in purple glitter in the picture at the top! Though I knew most of this already, I’m so excited for all your exciting, happy news!

    Can’t wait to read For Real as soon as it’s out! And ecstatic there will be a print copy this time too! I neeeed more books on my dedicated AJH shelf 🙂

    Brainmill Press is awesomeness & I’m deliriously happy for you to be able to be involved in such a worthwhile endeavor & one that so closely aligns with all these things that matter so much to you *hugs* Haha, I love your “unBritish fervour”, the occasion absolutely justifies it. And may I say, excuse my bias, but I can’t imagine a person more suited to being their LGBTQ+ fiction series editor than you, my dear friend, exactly *because* you do believe so passionately in the importance of those stories. It’s apparently contagious too, by the way, because, since knowing you, I’m come to believe pretty passionately in those stories too 🙂

    I’m so looking forward to reading Nettlefield too. I’ve been hoping to see it published ever since I first saw it listed among the contents of your “bottom drawer” on your WIP page, so it makes me super happy that it will be! Once again, hurrah for BMP! (though I wish I’d quit thinking “bitmap” every time I see the acronym :P)

    Also, hilariously, it suddenly hit me when you said “virtual bottom drawer” that I’ve always had a very concrete picture in my mind of an actual desk, something antique & Victorian, with a *typed* (!!) copy of that manuscript in the bottom drawer. In an office next to a leaded glass window, where my strangely imaginative mind apparently thinks you write 😉

    I have, of course, *already* signed up for your lovely newsletter. Now only waiting for all the loveliness to materialize in my inbox 😉

  2. Lotta says:

    When I read what you wrote about Nettlefield under In My Bottom Drawer, of course I was immediately intrigued. I don’t know what that tells you about me, but my thought was that this is definitely a book I want to read. When you feel *that* conflicted, it must turn out interesting.
    Ugh, fangirl + introvert = not knowing what to say. I’m just really looking forward to For Real and Nettlefield. It is such a good feeling to have found (authors like) you.

  3. Gwen says:

    I can’t think of Nettlefield without thinking of the nettle tax I pay when I go harvest them for smoothies. Sounds prickly and painful, but then, sometimes I can be a bit too literal.
    I signed up for the newsletter, and I eagerly await my free ginsu knife set.

    June is going to be an awesome month. New books from both you and Miz Charles. Can’t wait.

  4. Sherrylyn says:

    Just finished For Real and need to fangirl at you. So many stars and enjoyment with this book. The honesty and realism in Toby’s head, just love it.

    Curious though, why the new cover for Glitterland (which I also loved)

  5. Just read For Real and fell in love with Laurie. What an awesome lovestory and just a perfect read for a relaxing evening.

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